Friday, February 1, 2013

Flash Back Friday: Thursdays.

Flash Back Friday
The date was 12/8/2011

Note: At this time I had cut back working to mostly one day a week- Thursdays. I remember feeling like I would wake up feeling a little preoccupied with trying to get ready for work but at the same time trying to soak up every last minute I had with my Little Man before I left. I felt so torn. When I was done seeing my last kiddo at work- I would literally race home to see him again.
Thursdays were on to Friday. I love Fridays. You would think that one day would be just the right amount of time of work for a mom... but for some reason I still felt out of balance. Is that normal? Maybe my child is not a "mama's boy" but rather I am a "boy's mama" and can't seem to let him go. Or maybe it was the mom guilt I had every time I was dropping him off to his daycare. Or maybe it was that I am not organized enough and just can't seem to find the time to do everything I want to do in the week and one day less from home seemed to be impossible. I don't know. I'm still figuring that out. For those moms who seem to be able to do it all... my hats off to you. I don't know how you do it.

Anyhow here it is:

Dear little man,

It is a Thursday.

Thursdays are always bitter-sweet for me. 

It is the day I go to the hospital and play with little kiddos who need my help.

I miss you already and you haven't even woken up yet.

Will you wake up already so we can play? 

I promise today when I am with you- you are the only thing in my world.

Pinkie swear.

I will think about you all day long and know you will be having so much fun with playgrounds, toys, and friends.

I love you, and can't wait to race home and hold you in my arms again.

Besitos mi amor. xoxo, 

Your mama

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